survey.

I'm bored stiff here. That's why I answered some surveys. :) Enjoy reading! :D


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1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
` Before, I used to tell myself na.. "Pag nagkaboyfriend ka, dapat gwapo!" But then, I realized that hindi naman dapat sa panlabas na itsura tumingin diba? Haha. So what if he's not that good looking? At least he loves me! Haha. xD Gumaganun na ako. =)))))))))))))
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2. Smart?
` Meron bang taong hindi smart? Haha. Lahat naman smart diba! :D In different aspects nga lang. :)
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3. Preferred age?
` It's okay kahit anong age. Wag lang super bata na yung tipong CHILD ABUSE. And wag din yung super matanda na parang tatay ko na. Haha! :))
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4. Preferred height?
` Hmmmm, basta mas matangkad sa akin. :D
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5. How about sense of humor?
` Yes!
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6. How about piercings?
` AYAW! :((
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7. Accepts you for who you are?
` Syempre naman. Mamahalin niya ba ako kung hindi niya tinanggap kung ano ako, diba? Siya nga tinanggap ko ee. =))
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8. Pink hair?
` Ewww. =))
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9. Mushy or no?
` Hahahahaahahaha!!!
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10. Thin or fat?
` Kahit ano. xD
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11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
` Brown! :D
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12. Long hair or short hair?
` Short, ano! :))
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13. Plastic or metal?
` ano ba yan? =))
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14. Smells good?
` of course! Nyahaha!
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15. Smoker?
` Noooo!
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16. Drinker?
` Pwede. =))))))))) Pero minsan lang. :D
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17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
` Ano ba yan! =))
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18. Muscular?
` Konti. xD
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19. Plays piano?
` Yes. :D
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20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
` Sure!
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21. Plays violin?
` Waaah sure!
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22. Sings very good?
` Of course!
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23. Vain?
` Adik. xD =))))
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24. With glasses?
` Nerdy? Wag. =))
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25. With braces?
` Ayaw. =))
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26. Shy type?
` Hmmmm, wag! :))
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27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
` GOOD BOY! \m/
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28. Active or passive?
` Hmmm, wala. =))))))))))
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29. Tight or bomb?
` IDK! :O =))))))))))
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30. Singer or dancer?
` Singer. :)) Baka yabangan ako sumayaw ee. =))
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31. Stunner?
` =P~~~~~
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32. Hiphop?
` porma? =))
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33. Earrings?
` NO! :((((
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34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriends-until-you-drop?
` tsk tsk!
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35. Dimples?
` GOSH. @-)
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36. Bookworm?
` Sure.
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37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
` Pwede! :D
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38. Playful?
` Playful san? :))
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39. Flirt?
` NO.
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40. Poem writer?
` MAKATA much! =)))))))))))))
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41. Puwede maliit?
` Nope. XD
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42. Campus crush?
` Nope. =))
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43. Painter?
` Pwede!
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44. Religious?
` Pwede!
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45. Someone who likes to tease people?
` Lol. Haha! Tawa nalang ako. =))
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46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
` :(((((((((((((((((((((((
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47. Speaks 20 languages?
` Sure! Super talino much. =))))))))))))
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48. Loyal or faithful?
` BOTH please. =))
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49. Good kisser?
` Maybe. :))
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50. Loves children?
` Of course. :D



1) Say something about your love life.
- well, it's kindaaa broken. :|

2) What is your fave song for now?
- One time - Justin Bieber! \m/

3) What is your current mood?
- super kaduper bored! :((

4) Cigarette or beer?
- beer. xD

5) What happened to you last night?
- i was watching "And I love you so" on youtube. xD

6) Have you ever fallen in love with a friend?
- Should I say yes??!

7) Do you have a best friend?
- of course! :D And I love them! :D

8) Crush?
- of course!

9) Which do you prefer: jollibee or mcdo?
- McDonalds! \:D/

10) What did you do to the person who broke your heart?
- nothing. :(

11) Do you have problems?
- of course. :(

12) Last person you kissed?
- uhhhmm, Benedict! Yung anak ng cousin ko. :))

13) How's life?
- not good for now. Maybe someday I'll be okay. :)

14) Hiphop or emo?
- Emo.

15) What will you do this weekend?
- No plans yet.

16) Are you a war freak?
- Nope.

17) What do you think of the most when you are alone?
- memories. :(

18) Is your friendster set to private?
- Yes.

19) Who’s the most important person in your life?
- Family and friends. Should I consider him? :(

20) How many piercings do you have?
- 2. :D

21) Do you remember your dreams?
- hmm, yes!

22) What do you have to do before you sleep?
- CR. haha. :))

23) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- I forgot. Si Tintin ata!?

25) Is someone mad at you right now?
- I dunno. :( Maybe. :(

26) Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
- Yes. :((

27) Have you ever had a reptile as a pet?
- Yayyy!!!! I'm scared!! :))

28) Who was the last person who missed called on your cell phone?
- I forgot. :) MG much. =)))))))))))))

29) Have you ever finished a Rubik’s cube?
- No. hahaha!

30) When was the last time you rode a bike?
- Last..... hmmm, I forgot when. But I remember where. At Paula's house. I just tried their bicycle. :))

31) Are you wearing socks right now?
- No.

32) Do you like mornings?
- Not much.

33) Will you donate organs after you pass away?
- No plans yet. haha.

34) Do you drink tea?
- yes. ICED TEA. @-)

35) Have you ridden in someone else’s car today?
- No. :)

36) Is your room clean?
- I don't have room. =))

38) What should you be doing?
- Taking a bath. =))




[1] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
> Shio mei mei, Berlin, kasonger Jo. :P

[2] Where was your PRIMARY pic taken?
> Mang Inasal's. :)

[3] What’s your family name?
> Alvarez.

[4] Your current relationship status?
-- it's complicated. :|

[5] Does your crush like you back?
-- NO. =)) It's very impossible! xD

6] What is your current mood?
-- Not that good, not that bad. It's neutral mood! :P

[7] What’s your mom’s name?
> Maria.

8] What color shirt are you wearing? ~
> White. :))

[9] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
> Sure! :P Ang cute kaya nung anak ng pinsan ko! Haha!

10] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
> YES. :( So many regrets in life.

[11] Have a crazy side?
> Of course, I'm always crazy. :))

[12] Ever had a near death experience?
> Yes.

[13] What is something you do a lot?
> Chatting and texting. xD

[14] Angry at anyone?
> Nope. :)

15] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
> YES. :( And gusto kong maayos na ang lahat between samin. :(

16] Do you like drama?
> A lot! Haha! Except for FILIPINO DRAMAS. xD

[17] When was the last time you CRY?
> Well, this week lang. Maybe last last night? Haha. I always cry naman ee..

18] Who would you do everything for?
> Family. :) Friends. :)

19] Who is your hero?
> GOD! JESUS! :D

[20] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
> depende ee. haha! Pero smile talaga yung pinaka tinitignan ko. xD

[22] What’s your biggest secret?
> secret nga ee! :P

[23] Where is your ex?
> I don't know. All I know is that he's happy with his tropa.

[24] Would you ever take him/her back?
> :(

25] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
> Yes?!

26] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
> None. :D

27] Do you speak any other languages?
> Some basic Mandarin words.

[28] Whats your favorite smell?
> perfume ko. xD Tsaka perfume nun... haha! Bango bango!

[29] Describe your life.
> Not as good as expected.

[30] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
> Haha! Adik.

31] Do you like the rain?
> For now, no. Haha!

[32] What are you thinking about right now?
> TOMORROW! Looking forward for TOMORROW! EK trip with CPE11! \:D/

[33] What should you be doing right now?
> cleaning my things up. :))

[34] What is your favorite memory?
> AUGUST 3, 2009 and SEPTEMBER 9, 2009. :((((

[35] What are you listening to?
> Now? Haha! TV show. =))

[36] Who was the last person you told I love you?
> Marc Lyndon S. Castro! Siya lang. :(

.[38] Do you act differently around the person you like?
> Hmmmm sometimes. :))

[39] What is your natural hair color?
> Slightly brown.

[40] Who was the last person to make you smile?
-- my dad. xD




that's all. :) Thank you for reading. :)

another broken hearted experience. :(

I give up. :(



Wala na. Wala na talaga.





Kasi, he said na hindi daw siya sasama sa EK. But nung HS classmates na niya yung kasama, sasama daw siya. Errr! Kaasar! :(

Pinilit ko na siyang sumama and then di parin siya nagpapilit. Pero nung HS classmates na niya ang nagsabi, GO na siya. :(



Ang sakit. Promise.

I'm so broken. :(

Waaah, parang kelan lang.. super saya ko nang ikwento ko ang aming first monthsary. But now? We're separated. As in, break na kami! Ang sakit ano. Kakasimula lang pero ayan, break na. :( I think it's good for us narin na nangyari yun kasi naman di narin namin maintindihan ang isa't isa.

He thinks that nainlove daw ako ng sobrang bilis sa kanya. And he's not ready pa daw talaga for commitment. So, the question is.. why did he court me in the first place, diba? Yun ang ouchh dun ee. Hayy, and take note.. ako yung nakipagbreak. So parang ang lumabas, ako yung binreak niya! :(

Well, my reasons for breaking up with him is that... he's so much addict with DOTA! And the effect is.... nawawalan na siya ng time for me. Well that's life. We can't please anyone so I stopped it na even if it hurts a lot on my side.

And, he said bago kami magtapos.. pipilitin daw niyang alisin yung bisyo niya, para daw pag binalikan niya ako, wala na daw siyang aatupagin kundi ako. Sana daw mahintay ko siya....

^ Hayyy, ang tanong... babalik ka pa kaya? :(


and kanina, may pinasa siyang quote sa akin.

"People don't need to change for others to accept them. The only thing a person should do is to be true to himself and just let others learn to accept him."

Parang... pabayaan ko na siya? :( That hurts so much. :(




Hindi din siya sasama sa EK trip ng CPE11 this coming Wed. Ang sakit talaga.


But then, I realized that.. "I won't let you control my emotions!" Naman, xD
I'll just be here and enjoy myself while waiting for you to come back. :)


Yeah! :)




:( but still I'm broken and incomplete. :(

first monthsary. [10-09-09]

Yayy ! First ever monthsary. :)

-- Akala ko nakalimutan niya. Kasi ba naman, di ako binabati kahit sa text or something nung umaga. :( Kahit nung sinundo niya ako.. di man lang ako binati.. and kahit sinabi kong.. "di man lang naalala" ... ang sagot ba naman.. "ano bang meron ngayon?" ... ooh, diba ang OUCH! :(

Naglalakad na kami papuntang CEAT building. Dun kasi ang classroom namin eeh. Of course. Ayun, edi papasok na kami sa building namin.. Sabi ba naman niya eeh, "tara mag stairs".. which is kinagulat ko nang bonggang bongga! Kasi, lagi kaming nag eelevator.. and ang taas pa naman ng classroom. Imagine, 4th floor? Tapos nagstairs.. what duh? Eeh wala na akong magawa, edi umagree nalang ako.. :P

Tuloy parin siya sa pangungulit sakin habang umaakyat kami. :)) Pilit niyang tinatanong sakin kung ano ba daw ang meron sa araw na yun.. HAHAHA! Nahahalata ko tuloy siya na nagpepretend siya. :)

Ayun, hanggang sa............. sabi niya... "teka, hinihingal ako..." edi tumigil na muna kami para magpahinga.. isang akyatan nalang eeh, nasa 4th floor na kami.. tapos...

BIGLA NIYANG NILABAS YUNG GIFT NIYA SAKIN! Gulat na gulat ako sa nakita ko! Waah, necklace! Hindi ko talaga ineexpect na ganun yung gagawin niya. Grabe yung puso ko, aah! Haha! :D Syempre ayun, sinuot na niya sakin tapos nag THANK YOU ako. :) Di nga siya nakuntento sa THANK YOU ko eeh! Kaya nagmadali nalang ako pumasok sa classroom namin! :P

Pagpasok namin sa classroom, etong si Reygie at Jesset, inasar kami.. haha! YES.... terday daw! :)))) Patawa eeh, tapos eto namang si Reygie, sabi.. ayiii LYNDON! :)))))))) Ang panget eeh! :))



Ayun ayun, after nung first period namin.. may break.. di muna ako sumama sa kanya kasi magdodota siya eeh. xDDDD. And actually, tumakas ako sa kanya. Hahaha! Pasaway na gf eeh noh? :))


Wala din kaming Socsci kaya ayun, sabi niya sakin bago siya umalis ng classroom.. "Mamaya yung date natin aah?" ......... wahaha! Napaka unpredictable talaga niya! :)


and ayan, TRIGO na.. and then REED.. (Religion Education) ....

Yung topic ! Lahat panama! About sa mag boyfriend-girlfriend.. HANGGANG SA DUMATING SA PUNTO NA......... Tinanong ni ma`am kung sino daw ang mag bf-gf sa room! OOHHH CRAP! Tinamaan ako! Haha! Tinuro naman kaming dalawa nung mga classmate ko.. :))

Sabi ba naman ni ma'am, "Marj, di ka pa ba nauuntog?" =)))) Sabay hawak ni ma'am sa ulo ko. :)) Haha! Di ko nga din alam kung bakit ako nainlove dun. :)) Love is unpredictable talaga. :P

Tapos.. tapos... SINIGAW PA NI FAY! Na birthday daw namin.. Wahaha! Ayun, tinukso na kami ng tinukso sa room! Ako naman, parang di ko maipaliwanag yung feeling ko nun! Kinakabahan na nilalamig na masaya? :)) Ewan! Haha!

Pinaglead pa kami ng prayer! Ano ba yan? Talaga naman, para daw sa monthsary namin kaya kami daw ang maglead.. Kinabahan talaga ako. HAHAHA!!! :DDD

After namin maglead, binati kami ni ma`am na HAPPY MONTHSARY! :D


Inaasar ako ni Chao! Amfness yun. Libre daw ng kwek kwek or fishball! Haha! Tapos ngayon lang daw niya nalaman na kami na. :P Che, sayang! Crush kita! =)))))



And then ayun, after school, nagdate na kami. :P Naiwanan pa nga niya yung cp niya kay Rem. Kasi ba naman, ako ang kasama. Siguro nakalimutan kasi ako nga yung kasama. HAHAHA! Pag-ibig nga naman talaga! :))

Nagpunta kami sa SM for dinner. Di kami magkaintindihan kung saan kami kakain. Weeeh? Sa Tokyo tokyo nalang. :) Nakita pa nga namin yung tropa niya eeh. Tapos inaasar siya na iba na naman daw yung kasama niyang girl. CHE! Akala naman nila, maniniwala ako. :P

Yiiik ! Haha, ayun. TINUTUKSO NIYA `KO! Kasi ginagawa ko daw drink yung toyo. :P Kaya daw pala malakas toyo ko. :)) Pasaway, ano! :)) After namin kumain, tsaka ko lang binigay yung gift ko sa kanya. :P WALLET! Eeh kasi, kawawa yung pera niya... Lukot lukot na! Kaya ayun ang naisip ko. :) Ginawa pa nga niyang necklace yung keychain nung wallet! :))) Ang kulit kulit talaga niya! :))))))))))))

Ayun, after nun.. hinatid niya `ko sa terminal. Di na daw niya ako maihahatid sa Laguna kasi gabi na. Baka pagalitan na siya nung dad niya. :D

Iiiiik! Tama na ang sharing. :P




Basta naging masaya ang first monthsary ! Akala ko, magiging sad na naman ako eeh. :)
I'm feeling inspired! :D




Happy monthsary ! I'll always love you. :)

sorry. :(

Aww, my chatbox is gone. :(
Sorry. :| I can't get it back! :(



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