i miss you!!!!

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

colour everywhere,,, ><

used to seeing black and white
never really in between
waiting for the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never really blues or green

needed someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn to see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
everywhere

my life is so predictable
never any mystery
but ever since you shined the light
all of that was history
now i have a hand to hold
and a reason to believe
there's someone in my life worth living for
i was hanging around just wishing on a star
to put the happines back in my heart and...

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
oh yeah...

you care and now there's colour everywhere

left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a fading memory
coz baby it's all so clear to see
the beauty that is waiting there for me

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere

you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere

^^, hehehe...

"i love you as endless as forever"

--marj--

Minsan Pa..,, Hwang Jini theme

Kay tagal ko nang pangarap
At lagi nang dasal
Pag-ibig na sadyang wagas
Ngunit waring kay ilap
Ng palad kong ito
At ako'y patuloy na bigo

O pusong kay sakit
Ala-alang kay pait
At kung muling balikan ang lahat ng nagdaan
Tila wala pang minahal at walang natagpuan
Nais ko sanang mag-isa, huwag ng umibig pa

Kung yan man ay totoo at manatili sa mundo
Na walang kulay
Walang buhay
Walang nagmamahal
Ngunit kung ako'y mahihintay
Umasa pa't umibig pang muli
Minsan pa

Minsan pa akong nangarap
At sana'y maganap
Sa'yo'y ibibigay lahat
Narito ngayo't kailanman
Ikaw ang langit ko
Tanging ningning ng buhay ko

Halina sa piling ko
Alisin ang takot ko
At sa muling malasap
Ang pag-ibig na ganap
At ang pangarap na mundo
Ay matupad sa piling mo
Ayaw ko nang muling mabuhay pang nag-iisa

Ikaw ang simula't wakas
Ang ngayon at ang bukas
Ikaw ang pag-asa habang buhay
Mahal pa rin kita
At hanggang wakas
Pag-ibig ko'y sadyang wagas
Ngayon at kailanman...

At ang pangarap na mundo
Ay matupad sa piling mo
Ayaw ko nang muling mabuhay pang nag-iisa

Ikaw ang simula't wakas
Ang ngayon at ang bukas
Ikaw ang pag-asa habang buhay
Mahal pa rin kita
At hanggang wakas
Pag-ibig ko'y sadyang wagas
Ngayon at kailanman
Minsan pa..

*eun ho- jini 4ever!

Forevermore,, Ü

i may have run out of songs to sing
i may have run out of words to say
but all that i want you to know is what i feel for you:
i love you
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forevermore

there are times when i just want to look at your face
with the stars in the night
there are times when i just want to feel your embrace
in the cold night

i just cant believe that you are mine now
you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
you're all i need to be with forevermore

all those years, ive longed to hold you in my arms
i've been dreaming of you
every night, i've been watching all the stars that fall down
wishing you would be mine

i just cant believe that you are mine now
you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
you're all i need to be with forevermore

time and again
there are these changes that we cannot end
as sure as time keeps going on and on
my love for you will be forevermore

wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you are mine now

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forever more
(as endless as forever
our love will stay together)
you're all i need
to be with forevermore...

i've fallen for you....

What is this I'm feelin', I just can't explain
When you're near, I'm just not the same
I tried to hide it, tried not to show it
It's crazy, how could it be

I've fallen for you
Finally my heart gave in
And I'm fallin' in love
I've fin'lly know how it feels...

When you said "hello", I looked in your eyes
Suddenly, I felt good inside
Is this really hap'nin' or am I just dreamin'
I guess it's true; I can't believe

I've fallen for you
Finally my heart gave in
And I'm fallin' in love
I've fin'lly know how it feels
So this is love...

It doesn't matter where I am
Thoughts of you still linger in my mind
No matter what time of day
I've really, really fallen for you....!!

Now I've fallen for you
Finally my heart gave in
And I'm fallin' in love
I've fin'lly know how it feels

I've fallen for you
Finally my heart gave in
And I'm fallin' in love.
I've fin'lly know how it feels
So this is love.................

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gosh i'm inlove!! ....... mwahhh.... *wink*

are you happy n0w marj??

last October 23, 2007 mer0n ak0ng naexperience nah prang halos lahat ng problema ko ay sabay sabay k0ng naisip at dumating... ang panahon nun ay maulan.. tlgang nakikisama saakin ang panahon... prang akong isang puno na dinaanan ng unos na hindi alam kung mapuputol ba o patuloy paring nakatayo.. buti pa ang puno tlga kayang lumaban sa unos ngunit kapag sobrang lakas ng hangin, ulan o kung ano pa man, ay bibigay na ito.... Nang araw na iyon, pakiramdam ko ay di maipaliwanag.. gustong umiyak, tumawa, at naisip ko pang "sana di nalang ako nabuhay sa mundong ito... at sana mamatay narin ako sa oras nah iyon"... Ngunit naisip ko rin na pano ang mga nagmamahal sakin? ako ang mananahimik habang sila nagdadalamhati? masakit din... .... wala na eh... tpos na eh... nangyari na ang dapat mangyari... di ko na maibabalik pa ang dati kong pagtingin sa kanya/kanila... haiiii... kung pwede k0 lmang banggitin sa talaarawang ito ang pinoproblema ko...




Ngunit, pagkatp0s ng araw na iyon, akala ko hanggang matapos ang buwan, taon, at kung ano pa man ay pinoproblema ko parin ang mga bagay na nangyari sa akin... Pero nagkamali ako... nagsara man ang pinto, meron namang bintana diba?! unti unting bumalik ang sigla ko at unti unti ring natatanggap ang katotohanan na wala na tlga.... Hanggang ngaun, napapangiti parin ako dahil sa kanya... pero, sa tingin ko, masasaktan din ako pagkatap0s ng lahat lahat ng ito... Dahil alam kong paikot ikot lamang ang buhay parang gulong....

-------~marJ~-------

Silent Sanctuary!

Maalala Mo Sana by Silent Sanctuary

MAALALA MO SANA
by: Silent Sanctuary

Natupad din ang aking pangarap
Na ipagtapat sayo
Ibubulong ko na lang sa alapaap
Ang sigaw ng damdamin ko

Sulyapan mo lang sana ang langit
Baka sakaling marinig ng puso mo
Ang tinig ko

Maalala mo sana ako
Dahil noon pa man sayo lang nakalaanang pag-ibig ko
Bawat sandali na ikaw ay kasama
Para bang di na tayo muling magkikita

Kaya ngayon aaminin na sayo
Na mahal na mahal kita
Maalala mo sana

Naitago ko pa ang lahat
Ng iyong mga liham
Unang ngiti mga yakap mo'y
Di naalis saking isipan

Tutugtog ako ng gitara
Baka sakaling sumagi sa isip mo
Ang mga pangako

Maalala mo sana ako
Dahil noon pa man sayo lang nakalaanang pag-ibig ko
Bawat sandali na ikaw ay kasama
Para bang di na tayo muling magkikita

Maalala mo sana ako
Dahil noon pa man sayo lang nakalaanang pag-ibig ko
Bawat sandali na ikaw ay kasama
Para bang di na tayo muling magkikita

Kaya ngayon aaminin na sayo
Na mahal na mahal kita
Na mahal na mahal kita
Maalala mo sana



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:) hope you all like it! love yah!!

--marjjjjjjjj #05 XOXO Ü

it's so hard to faLL in Love This Way!!!

Honestly...I wish I was
a child forever
or a mentally retarded....
s0meh0w an abn0rmaL..
0r much better
be nuMb!
s0 thaT
I w0nt faLL inL0ve..
& I cant feeL this pain
in my heart ='(



How hard is it
t0 forget a person
in y0ur past?
Who once became your worLd..
Your Life...
Your everything...
Damn! hard! right!!
but what's the sense
0f aLL this?
if for HIM...
You are NOTHING


Bkit pag may mahal ka
kahit may nakikita kang mali
TAHIMIK ka..
kahit sobrang sakit na
TAHIMIK ka parin?
kelan ka kaya masasabing...
"SOBRANG MAHAL KITA
AT NASASAKTAN MO NA AKO!"