i'm sorry.. i can't be.. pErfect!

kakasawa na p0.. di q nah p0 kya.. alam niy0 nman p0ng mahina aq sa mga ganito.. alam q, aq ung lumay0 ksi tma b nmang pinagbbyad lng ng utang nya eh mgtataray pa sau.. ouch kya un!! saka tutal, super ay0s lng nman sa iny0 na lumayas aq sa gr0up dba! npka wlang kwenta q ksi! inutil! tanga.. leche!! lagi aqng mali.. b0beng.. aq nah mahina! kya inaapi lage! taena.. leche..

kmjz prin nman kau eh.. lam q un.. khit nag iisa aqng "M" sa inyo.. may tinatawag pa nman kaung "best friend ni0 dba".. considered as "j" nga lng pr0 ung full name niya ay starts with letter "m".. uii.. edi ayus na.. may pplit na saken!!

don't w0rry may new gr0up nah nman aq eh.. kay tintin nlng aq mkikij0in!! ngiging cl0se q nrin nmn xa weh.. new gr0up q.. meet the "TM".. touch m0bile! TinMarj..

''''''''''mga true friends, hindi nang iiwan.. kaya sorry! di aq true friend sa iny0.. un ang sa tingin kong alam niy0 sa pinapakita niy0.. xenxa na! kahit masakit kelangan q kaung iwanan..''''''''''

ang babaw q.. pr0 super napupun0 na aq.. mamimiss q kau.. enj0y niy0 new member ni0 ha!

don't forget (our) your m0tto.. "solid kmjz wlang iwanan.. wlang labis wlang kulang.. bwal extra!"

labsyuuu...





quote:
^^`im n0t as beautiful as you want.. im n0t as perfect as you want.. im n0t as smart as y0u want.. but i'LL d0 my best to let y0u kn0w i LOVE you as endless as f0rever!` ^^

^^`i know i'm not that imp0rtant to all of you.. i kn0w that i'm nothing for all of you.. but REMEMBER THIS, even though that you'll never treasured me, all of happy mem0ries are mined here in my HEART!!`^^

^^`i feel so happy.. coz i met s0mething like all of you.. you've all shown me KINDNESS.. and c0unt me as your life.. i may n0t be the best am0ng them.. but 1 thing i'LL tell you.. im s0 blessed when i f0und you c'',) but... GOODBYE!!! ='c `^^






take care good bye kmjz.. lagi niy0ng tatandaan na kahit di nah aq member ng gr0up niy0 eh andit0 prin aq pra sumup0rta sa iny0.. GO GO GO KMJz!

.....................

~`mhaL mu bah aq0H?`~

survey!!!!

This is a survey about your dream wedding, whether it be in the next year or after ten years (30 years). So, please answer after you read, the person who answered this before you took a great deal of effort. This is going to be fun.

1. How old are you?
- fifteen

2. Are you single or in a relationship?
- in a relati0nship

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
- 26-27..

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
- can't predict

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- dunno?!

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding?
- opcorz the traditi0nal church wedding..

7. where's question # 7? malay q..

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
- hmmm.. bsta romantic! ayiii..

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
- dunno.. per0 for sure famz & relatives

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- simple wedding

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
- traditional..

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
- 2.. tlgang fave number eh! haha

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
- hotel?!sosyal.. ks0 wlang budget! kya simple place.. hehehe

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
- morning..

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- indoors

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom? (for girls)
- yes! haha..

17. How do you like your bride enter? (for guys)
-

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding.
- mganda ung "destiny"... awww! kilig!

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- night!!

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- solemn opcorz!

21. What age do you want to get married?
- now..?! joke!! haha.. 26-28

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
- gentleman.. kind.. ung may ipagmamalaki sa buhay! ayiiiiiiiiiiiii!


23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- n0rmal

24. Champagne or red wine?
- red wine

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- right after!

26. Money or household items?
- household items

27. Who will pay for the bills?
- b0th of us..

28. Are you ready for married life?
- not yet!! im too y0ung for that!! :o

hoy ian!! para say0 daw!!

Untrue Feelings
- by – jearl lugue (member of kmjz) to ian.. awwtz!



We started as friends for good
But it didn’t took long
And ended up like nothing happened
Because of stupid things
I didn’t notice that I was already falling for you
I was stupid for not stopping myself to fall
And for not thinking of our friendship
Every now and then I was happy thinking of you
Coz I thought you will be the one
Yet I was WRONG, VERY WRONG!!
You started ignoring me and I wondered why
All of the happy moments we shared together turned to BLUE
That’s because you really don’t LOVE me and you don’t CARE at ALL.
The feelings you said for me was all untrue
And I became a JERK for believing you.
For all the times we shared together, the one you’re thinking of is still HER
There’s one thing that I don’t know,
And that is you STILL LOVE her and that’s for sure.
Upon the day/time, I heard that you’re both TOGETHER again
My heart started to CRASH into pieces
I feel like it was the end of me.
I decided to LET YOU GO and FORGET about you
So I put all the memories in the past that I had and SEALED it.

Everytime I see you smile
There’s pain that keeps me killing inside.
Days have passed, yet the wound in my heart is still present
And it’s not yet HEALING
Coz I can’t find a piece that will keep it whole again
The small hole you have created/made in my heart
Is already hard to heal
It symbolizes all the pain are still FRESH
It’s been like it happened yesterday
It was compiled in my heart
I can still remember all of THOSE
Even until today…
“All I can say now is GOODBYE and THANK YOU for all the memories even though deep inside me I was HURT. And I’m proud to say that I HAVE LOVED YOU with all my HEART even just for awhile..”







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shocks nosebleed! kakamatay yan! c0uz, gusto mo isend q kay ian? hehe! joke lang!
wag m0 damdamin... andyan pa naman si r0man! este... si kuya carl, kuya ali saka si jjamp0ng.. hehehehe..

go c0uz! mhal ka ng kmjz!

don't say goodbye..

if you think i'm not happy with you, then you're wrong because i can't live without you!!! yeah it's true! ^^ honestly!!"




Didn't mean to hurt you badly
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem's within me
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Now I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning from the past, don't wanna make a mistake
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away..

tnx 4 d memriz

Thank you for every smile and for every memory.

Oh, I miss all the times
That we could just laugh
At the way we were.
And how we maintained a smile
In the worst of times.

And all the simple words you would say
That could make every day beautiful.


And every time that I looked into your eyes
I knew that we were forever.
But I forgot that we were fragile.
Every second that you were around
Made me appreciate every moment

In this life............




~marj~ `` i know i'm not that strong.. but it won't take long... ``

wahaha...!!

sabi na nga ba eh nagbabasa eh.. kulit ng daddy q.. hehe!

^^un lang.. tnatamad nah q eh! hahahahaha!! =p

i miss him........... ^^ adikx0n!

wahhhhhhhh! i miss you dad! kelan ka babalik?!!!! hehe! sensya na hindi aq nakakatxt! well.. lam k0 namang nababasa m0 toh eh! haha.. =p

kamusta na dad? pasalub0ng! wehhhhhh... dried mang0es! mwahzzz! adikx0n m0de! sana sinama m0 q dyan! weeeehhh! as if.. kaw na mayaman! lolz,!

dad, ung cp m0 namimiss q narin.. wehhhh!!! mas miss q pa nga un.. lolz! joke lang!! kala m0 ha! pgdting m0 tlga! hahaha.. adikx0n m0de!.... lam m0 namang di aq mkakatul0g pag wala ung...... cp m0 eh!! hahaha! kala m0 ikaw noh dad? =p

xenxa na kau sakennnnn... well! ganyan lambingan namin ni pudra! noh dad?

~~ oo na! study na q.. alam q nmang un sasabihin m0 saken pare! haha! ingatz lage dad! ung cp m0 ingatan m0.. haha.. ung dried mang0es ha!! pagdating m0 mag mamagic sing tay0! haha.. yung sc0re m0 nung sunday "95", ibebreak q un! bwahaha..

geh dad.. labs u mur en mur.. wo xiang ni ma! zai jian! see y0u so0n.. labshuuu again!







~~~~~ marj_daddy's girl ^^^ wooottt.. pasipsip!! haha..

~``!! surveyzzzz !!``~

LAST
1. Friend you saw: kia
2. Talked to on the phone: can't remember!
3. Text: khim

T O D A Y
1. Wearing: sh0rts and sleeveless
2. Better than yesterday: hmmm...

T O M O R R O W
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got plans: study
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: study.. haha!

F A V O R I T E
1. Number: 2 and 7
2. Color: blue
3. Season: summer!

C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: b0red!
3. Wanting: kausap :D

Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S
Q: 1st thing you did this morning:
*. inimulat ang mata

Q: Last thing you ate and drank:
*. sunshine and ro0tbeer

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
*. tomorrow.. hahaha!!

Q: Do you support long distance relation ships?
*. maybe.. haha! (maybe pa daw.. =p)

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?:
*. opcorz!

Q : Do you think that person is thinking of you too?:
*. maybe.. (feeling eh!)

Q: Where was the last place you went to?:
*. school!

Q : Do you smile often?:
*. yeah,,

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
*. not so.. hahahaha!

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
*. sister's

Q: What color of shirt are you wearing?:
*. blue

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
*. studying!

Q : When was the last time you saw your dad?:
*. kaninang m0rning!

Q : Do you get angry easily?
*. yeah?! haha..

Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep?
*. tom0rrow's work!

Q: What song are you listening to:
*. new fave song q.. "mata" by m0j0fly!

Q: Are you in love at the moment?
*. yeah

Q: Have you ever really cried your heart out?:
*. yesssssssssssss!

Q: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
*. opcorz!

Q: Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:
*. yes

Q: Do you cry when you get an injury?:
*. yup.. hahahaha!

Q: Who can always make you happy?:
*. kmjz! me myself and I! lolz,.. and opcorz my best friend kim! haha..

Q: Do you wish you were happier?:
*. yeah!

Q: Can music make you happy?:
*. super!

HATE SECTION
Q: Who do you actually hate?:
*. si anna marie!! grrr!

Q : Have you ever made a hit list?
*. n0pe!

Q: Are you a mean bully?:
*. no..

EVER :
[x] rode a taxi
[x] jump ramp on a bike
[x] been used by a friend/lover
[ ] been fired
[ ] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[ ] gone on a blind date
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[ ] been to Australia
[ ] been to Hawaii
[ ]skipped class.
[x] had a sleepover.
[ ] done ice skating.
[ ] had your tonsils taken out
[ ] have/had a TRUCK.
[ ] driven a car.

C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G

01. sleeveless
02. sh0rts

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Hugged someone?
: opcorz!

2. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
: uhh.. not yet

3. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
: yesssssss! haha..








~~~~~ study m0de again!! ~~~~~~~~

Teriyaki_boyz-tokyo_drift_(fast_and_furious)

luma nah ung s0ng na toh eh! super like k0 ung sounds! haha.. geh un lang!

^^study m0de ulit... hehehehe :D