as usual.. hahaha..

1. Are you trying to avoid liking / loving somebody at the moment?
♀ yes. shocks. hirap ngang pigilan! shet.
.
2. Who was the last person you had an argument with?
♀ :|
.
3. When was the last time you were really confused?
♀ now. AS IN right NOW!
.
4. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
♀ yeah. :P
.
5. Do you have nice eyes?
♀ nopez. haha
.
6. What are you doing besides this?
♀ soundtrip. :P
.
7. Any plans for tomorrow?
♀ school, of course.
.
8. What's the last thing you ate?
♀ soup.

9. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
♀ yes.
.
10. Are you going to be home alone tonight?
♀ yikes. haha!
.
11. What are you doing tonight?
♀ think of something.. something!
.
12. How has this week been?
♀ bad.. really bad as before..
.
13. Who is the person you trust the most (not in the family)?
♀ wala na eh.. hayzz.. =;
.
14. Is someone mad at you right now?
♀ yup. :(
.
15. Last time you talked to someone out loud?
♀ :P
.
16. First thing you did this morning?
♀ nashock ako sa oras. LOL!
.
17. If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
♀ yup?!
.
18. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
♀ nope. lolz
.
19. Do you believe in love at first sight?
♀ no. haha.
.
20. Who is the last friend you saw?
♀ I forgot. lol. =)) madami sila ee.
.
21. Is fall the best season?
♀ nope.
.
22. What kind of shoes did you wear today?
* my school shoes, haha!
.
23. Do you like scary movies?
♀ not really..
.
24. Roller Coasters?
♀ is that a junk food or a ride? :P
.
25. Who was the last person to comment you?
♀ jim.

26. Ever drank nail polish remover?
♀ ai. what the HECK?
.
27. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
♀ nopez.
.
28. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
♀ ye.
.
29. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
♀ yup. awness.
.
30. If you could move anywhere right now would you?
♀ of course.
.
31. Do you live alone?
♀ I think so.. T_T
.
32. Are you open with your feelings to people?
* not really..
.
33. Have you ever passed out from drinking too much?
♀ no!
.
34. Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
♀ no.
.
35. Where were you at 1:00 a.m. this morning?
♀ at my bed.. sleeping tightly..
.
36. Is there a friend you particularly miss?
♀ yes. huhuhuhuhuhuhu!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
37. Who was the last person who texted you?
♀ I forgot who.. hahaha
.
38. Are you keeping a big secret right now for a friend?
♀ no comment. lol.
.
39. Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
♀ yahpz!
.
40. Do you normally sleep with clothes on?
♀ of course! what the?


1. What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
☆ coke. haha
.
2. What are you currently listening to?
☆ Maybe... it's wrong to say "please love me too?" ....
.
3. Last time you went clubbing?
☆ none. hahahaha!
.
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
☆ si Ires ata?!
.
5. Last time you went swimming?
☆ last summer. :P
.
6. Are you happy?
☆ no.. :|
.
7. When and where was the last place you went shopping?
☆ I forgot when.. last sat ata? sa SM.. san pa ba.. ehehehe!
.
8. What are your plans for today?
☆ to sleep.. antokish na ko.. hahaha
.
9. Do you love sushi?
☆ yeh. :D
.
11. Want to kick anyone's ass?
☆ yes..... grrrrr..
.
12. What time is it?
☆ summertime! lol.
.
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
☆ none. :P
.
14. YM or MSN?
☆ YM.
.
16. How many hours on average do you work?
☆ no work. hhaaha.
.
17. Who do you want to hug right now?
☆ my friend.. yung nakamisunderstanding ko.. shit..
.
18. Did you watch the Olympics?
☆ nope. haha
.
19. Last restaurant you went to?
☆ sa bellevue hotel pa yun.. haha
.
21. Who was the last person you texted?
☆ walang load. haha
.
22. What's your zodiac sign?
☆ Capricorn :P
.
25. Where do you spend most of your money?
☆ basic needs.. lol.
.
26. Where do most of your relative/family live?
☆ Fujian.. Philippines yon..
.
34. Collect anything?
☆ Magazines and TWseries DVD
.
35. Myspace or Facebook?
☆ none. haha. Multiply!
.
36. Do you have a mobile phone?
☆ yup.
.
37. Last time you saw your parents?
☆ a while ag0.
.
43. Ever been to a wedding?
☆ yup.
.
44. Where is your celphone?
☆ beside me
.
45. Are u wearing glasses now?
☆ no.
.
46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
☆ my friend. awww
.
47. Did you take a nap today?
☆ yah. :))
.
48. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
☆ I dunno.. nyahaha
.
56. Do you support your friends?
☆ of course, as long as they support me back. haha
.
58. Do you know how to drive?
☆ nope. :))
.
59. Do you own a car?
☆ no
.
62. Do you own a camera phone?
☆ yeap.
.
69. Last thing you drank?
☆ water. :]
.
70. What is your current wish?
☆ sanaaaaaaaaa.... *between me and God nalang yun* :)
.
70. Where are your parents?
☆ my dad is at work. mom is at bed, sleeping.. haha
.
75. Do you have any regrets?
☆ many to mention!!!
.
76. what are you wearing?
☆ damit, haha!
.
80. Does someone hate u?
☆ meron yan, xempz..
.
81. Favorite place to be?
☆ in front of my PC. haha
.
82. Favorite fast food resto?
☆ none?! :))
.
86. How is the weather today?
☆ hot.
.
87. Do you e-mail?
☆ of course.
.
88. Next party you'll attend?
☆ I dunno where.. haha
.
89. Do you love your friends?
☆ of course, as long as they love me back. lol
.
90. Are you in a relationship now?
☆ no.

......................

something that made me smile for a moment :)

When I saw this picture, I grinned so much and I envy the owner of those things. HAHA. here it is:




When is the time I can have an original DVD copy of Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa and Ying Ye San Jia Yi and Qiao En's book with MingEn signature? Quite impossible, right? Well it's just a dream!! I hope someday I can meet them personally and then I'll tell them how much I love them. :)

anyway, those things are belong to one of the Baidu MingEn fans in China. I just hope I'm Chinese too! I really envy them. haha. xD

~~ I'm so excited for the airing of "Shou Zhe Yang Guang Shou Zhe Ni" in China. I hope there's a good person who will upload it for the MingEn International Fans like me :) I mean, one of the MingEnPalacer. haha. :)

~ I'm excited at Qiao En's second book too. I just hope it will be hit again as her first book. :)

```` That's all.. :) This blog entry makes me feel so happy. I can't even put away my smile! at least, for a moment I grinned and smile! :)

♥ wo ai ni MingEn. ♥
♥ wo ai ni Lin Ming Dao! ♥
♥ wo ai ni Chen Qiao En! ♥

♪♫~Marj~♫♪

Alone

Alone..
I'm standing here alone..
Living alone..
When will I feel that I'm not alone?
Even if you tell me that I'm not alone,
I still feel that I'm alone..


Living ALONE..
day by day, you all made me feel hurt so deep..
I decided to kill myself.. when?
I don't know..

Just wait for that day,
I know that all of you will be HAPPY :)
Don't worry, it's coming sooner and sooner..

Just made me feel that I'm not perfect.
I'll suicide.

I better choose for the happiness of everyone
Than this stupid life.

Killing myself is the best way
to solve my problems right?


R.I.P. Marj~~ Dec 1992 - Jan 2009

huling kalokohan ng taong 2008. :))

aww aww ness. aww. =))

THESIS. RESEARCH PAPER. :-j
waatttaaa word. well, yan lang naman ang binalikan namin noong ika dalawampu't tatlo ng Disyembre, taong dalawang libo at walo (2008) ****nosebleed sa TAGALOG!!!**** REJECTED lang naman ang THESIS or RP nmin that day. harhar! Iniba pa yung format kaya lalong nalito. xD

half day lang kami that time pero maagang nadistribute yung mga thesis kaya uwi mode na agad kami. =p 10am palang ata nun so that means, may galaang magaganap, as usual as ever. HAHA. =)) Si Tintin may dala pa daw camera oh, kaya picture picture. xD Yung group nina Kate, Joanyz, etc. sa Paseo papunta.. at kami??!! Ako, Tintin, Khimy, Aivee, Zel, at Rose Leen.. sa BAYAN ng CABUYAO! asteeg. xD and then, pumunta rin kami sa bahay nina Aivee. pers taym nga eh! lol.

eto yung mga kalokohan pictures:



kung makatalon.. hahaha.. =))



si khimy, vren, berlin at aq. HAHAHA. mabilisang pic yan. :)) kunwari pa ayaw pero nagpose naman?! haha. xD



zel, tintin, aq and khimy. :]]



4th year. BATCH 2008-2009. SA TAPAT NG DREAMHOUSE ko. awww!



by height?? lol. andun pla si Roman sa likod. xD hawak pa thesis. :))



stolen tlga. HAHA. so obvious. lol



shadow. :) hanapin niyo aq. HAHA. xD







naglalakad kami papunta kina Aivee. awwness. khimy! wag magpahalata. xD




seaweeds.................... hahaha... ni-chopsticks ang seaweedssss!! :))



oi. DND = Do Not Disturb. Busy kami ni Aivee sa Nail polish. ok? =))



sungay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))



kaninong kamay? haha. ^TM^



chopstick the eyes. :))



kala niyo bad hand noh? =)) good girls kami eh O:-)



yun yon eh!!! chopsticks the BABA GEE =))



awww. ang Laswa baga. =)) chopsticks theeeeeeee.... :)) nevermind. :-j






salamin. :]



kanino kaya yan?? ^^^



our hands..............................



..................... so clean and BRIGHT! =))



feel at home tlga. :))



so pilit is the tawa. :)) tlgang ini-eemphasize yung COKE! lol.



takaw tlga sa coke oh. :))



ayy. huling huli sa akto. NAGHAHANAP ng tinapay! :))



ang may ari ng bahay.. si Aivee... at ako, syempre. xD



ayun.. dun natatapos ang mga pics.. lol.. mga pasaway.. ay naalala q lng, nung pauwi na kami.. sa kanto ng Mariquita.. nakita namin ang.. L300!!! at Starex! awww. takbo kami ehhh. BAKA KASI MAKITA KAMI eh.. andon pa naman si Sir Andy at Sir SJ! waaaaaaaaaaaaah! buti hindi kami nahuli. harhar. xD galing tlga namin ee. :))

pagkauwi ko.. after lunch, nag SM naman ako.. and pinanood ko yung TWiLiGHT. geeez!!! ang ganda evah. :]


sige, yun lang ang masasabi ko sa ngayon. ***flies away to Mars***

- being HOPELESS. :|
- SORRY! I can't be PERFECT! :|

unforgettable 2008. haha.

first of all.. I just wanna share my NEW YEAR's gift sa mga taong katulad ko na MingEn adik. xD



^^ such a crappy but I do really hope that everyone will like it. xD

haha. xP madaming nangyari sa aking buhay this year. Merong masaya, merong sad, kung ano ano pa. MIXED EMOTIONS kung baga. hehe! Isa na dito ang pagiging 4th year ko. Masaya maging 4th year pero syempre, may hirap din. LOL. Nakakaranas nga kami na sa isang araw, wala kaming ginagawa. Tambay lang! haha! Pero nakakaranas din kami ng sobrang hectic as in wala ng pahinga. HAYYY. heto na nga yung Thesis na pinagpupuyatan namin ng buong December. LOLz. Anyway, buti nalang at ieedit nalang namin yun. :]

Masaya din ang batch namin kahit papaano. Naging mas malapit ako sa kanila. Lalo na sa KeiJheiz at sa mga boys namin. hehehe! xP Marami ding naging activity sa school. For example, Acquaintance. First time sa school namin na magkaroon nun! Kaya diba, ang saya!! Meron ding Leadership Training! Second time palang na nagkaroon nun. Nung first time ay nung 1st year pa kami. =p Tapos yung Pop Night, second time din kasi last year, meron. Ang nakakalungkot lang, wala kaming Vigil, First Communion ng Grade 2 at Christmas Drive. Kung alin pa yung Religious Activities, yun pa ang nawala. HOW SAD!!!

hmmm. Family naman.. well, successful lahat ng members ng family ko. Daddy ko, napromote bilang Manager sa isang department sa Nestle nung March. OH DIBA? astig. Mommy ko, nagmamasteral siya ngayon! Si ate Mimi, umalis na sa ACS (Call Center), nalipat na siya sa AG&P bilang isang Proposal Engineer. Si ate Jen, umalis na sa Ionics at lumipat siya sa SHELL bilang isang Master Data Analyst. waaaaaaah! ASTIG nila. Ako nalang ang hindi professional. xP Dadating din naman ako syempre dyan. :)

Uhhhmm, nakapasa din ako sa La Salle! well, kahit sinasabi nila na sa income daw ng parents binabase yung results ng pagpasa doon, HINDI AKO NANINIWALA. I'm proud! nakapasa ako! hehehe. LASALISTA in the future! lol.

Eto.. ang pinaka unforgettable talaga for me.. Nung nakita ko si Jewel Mische for 3 times. WAAAAH. grabe ito! Hindi ko expected na mangyayari toh. AKALA ko 1 time lang pero nung may chance na talagang makita ko siya, go lang ng go! Kahit masuspended pa ako sa CAT kakaabsent. =)) Pero eto ang sad.. hindi ko pa nakikita si Paulo Avelino. huhuhuhu. Ayaw talagang magpakita sa akin eh. xD pero sana, someday, makita ko na siya and masabi ko sa kanyang.. "Ako si Marj. Yung lagi mong iniisnob sa YM!" lol. =))

Meron din akong nameet personally na Jewelerz. Sina ate Jheng, ate Kaye and her sis, Jemel, JC-Kim, and of course si KIMmy. haha. :P Masaya akong mameet sila! harhar. ;))

Naging masaya din ako dahil naging mas close kami ni Mara. :x :x kaya nga naging m2m kami eh =)) nawala yung isa.. hmmm.. Babalik pa kaya yun? :(

Online family. :x sina Daddy Eric, Mommy Tere, Lys, JC and Bea ^^, naging mas close kami infairness. hehehe! :x

and.. my Froggy Friends! sina Lys at Joanna. :) I miss them na ah. hehe! Naging mas close din kami simula nung nabuo ang FFF! weeee \:D/ dati kasi hindi kami ganun kaclose kahit magkakakilala na kami sa thread ni Jewel. hehehe. :P

Pero eto talaga ang pinakamasaya and super MEMORABLE, UNFORGETTABLE sa lahat.. Ang maging part ng International Fans Club ng MingEn. Ang MINGENPALACE. Ang saya doon kasi updated ako sa MingEn! Hindi lang yon.. madami rin akong naging friends na talaga namang napakabait. Sina Chelle jie jie, Caitlin mei mei, Shio mei mei, Posh sis, Yanyan jie, Rebecca (my very diligent sister lol), Smc sis, Mommy Jen, pptulip, gotmemo, thtlam, tiney jie jie.. and many more! Ang saya saya namin pag pinagsama kami sa General Chit Chat. Kaya naming maka 50 pages in 2 days. HAHA. halos matatapos na nga namin ngayon yung Part 6 ng Official Chatroom eh. xP

and.. eto pa, nadagdag sa hobbies ko.. READING FanFictions! dbest evah yun lalo na kung MingEn ang involve at ang bida. WAAAAAAAAAAAH. dbest talaga! ;)

Pero minsan, nakakalungkot din doon sa MEP. Kasi gawa ng mga news tungkol kay Qiao En at kay Michael, Aussie bf niya. NAKAKAINIS. Kapag nagkakatrabaho ang MingEn, etong si Aussie bf, hayyyy.. palaging umeentrada. =( Iniisip nalang namin na cover-up lang siya. hayz. No offense po sa mga nakakabasa na in favor sa QE-Michael relationship. :)

Marami din pala akong nakilala na QE ph fans, like nina ate eiz, btrcup and elaine. hihi ^^,

hmmmm.. it means, ang pinaka memorable talaga sa akin this year ay ang MingEn and MEP. :D

Masaya ang lovelife.. hoping parin na may improvement. LOL. =))

yun lang naman ang nangyari sa akin this year. Ayoko na sabihin yung ibang sobrang sakit. Kasi baka mabasa pa nila at maging BIG ISSUE. Piliin ko nalang na itago. hehe! Pero marami din namang nakakaalam. :P

TWiLiGHT.

:3 TWiLiGHT. :]

surbeii. =]

1.HOW OLD ARE YOU IN 2010?
♥ 18. haha! eww. :))
.
2. DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE MARRIED BY THEN??
♥ no. I'm so young. :p
.
3. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FORWARD TO IN THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS?
♥ I SURVIVE! haha. xD because I've graduated that time!
.
4.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO TEXT YOU?
♥ my sister, MARA =]
.
5.WHAT DOES IT SAY?
♥ it's a group message.
.
6. DO YOU PREFER TO CALL OR TEXT?
♥ none =))
.
7. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
♥ nope.
.
8. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 1AM?
♥ I think I'm in the middle of my sleep. haha.
.
9. WHAT ABOUT 3AM?
♥ in the middle parin. haha!
.
11. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
♥ my school stuffs. ampf.
.
12. HOW MANY BOOKS DO YOU HAVE?
♥ do I have to count? it's so many. haha!
.
14. do you have bf/gf right now??
♥ ye I have.
.
15. ARE YOU A SOCIAL PERSON?
♥ not so. haha!
.
16. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
♥ aw. THING? :))
.
17. WHAT are YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
♥ blue of course. :)
.
18. What are you doing for your next birthday?
♥ haha. it's my birthday today ^_^ well, I'm going to attend mass. :)
.
19. What is your favorite tv series?
♥ many to mention. but I'll mention some.. Wang zi bian qing wa, ying ye san jia yi, xing ping guo le yuan.. that's all! :))
.
20. What are you wearing now?
♥ damit. :))
.
21. Do you like coffee or tea?
♥ b0th. :D
.
22. Are you watching TV?
♥ no.
.
23. What is/are your favorite game/s on your cell phone?
♥ sushi game? HAHA.xD
.
24. Who knows more about you than anyone else?
♥ hahaha. xD
.
25. What is one thing nobody knows about you?
♥ tooooooooot. =))
.
26. Do you know how to play poker?
♥ nope.
.
27. What are you thinking about right now?
♥ I'm thinking about HIM. *I do miss him already. SOOO MUCH*
.
28. Any plans for this weekend?
♥ watch movies and finish my school stuffs.
.
29. Where is/are your favorite hang out(place/s)
♥ of course. SM. =))
.
30. Have you already made a resolution for 2009?
♥ yes. I promise to love MingEn =)) joke. :)) none pa eh. :P
.
32. What is your desktop wallpaper?
♥ Merry Christmas wallpaper.. MingEn pa =]
.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
♥ nope.
.
35. How many true friends do you have?
♥ I dunno if they are really "TRUE". haha!
.
37. What are your favorite things to spend money on?
♥ Magz!! =))
.
38. Do you wear any jewelry?
♥ I do wear earrings.
.
39. Who is the funniest person you know?
♥ haha. xD Bitoy? haha. =))
.
40. Who is the loudest person you know?
♥ my classmates!!! lol!!
.
41. Have you ever told someone something then regretted it?
♥ yes. xP
.
42.What is your favorite season of the year?
♥ XIA TIAN!!! Summer :]
.
43.What is your favorite time of day?
♥ during night. haha
.
45. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
♥ nope. :-S MY BAD! :))
.
46.What do you want for your birthday?
♥ I want to see someone. haha. xP
.
47.What is your favorite item to order at Mcdo?
♥ mcFloat, hamburger and french fries!!
.
48. Do you wish someone was with you right now?who?
♥ ye. DYING TO SEE THAT SOMEONE.

hmm.. last bonding this year?

ahuuuuuuuuuuy! Christmas break na! I'm so happy kasi tapos na ang 3rd quarter!! babye na 2008!! hello to 2009 and 4th quarter!! waaaah.. hello to DEFENSE and ORATION piece. argh! Next year is gonna be a busy year again for me. Preparing for the requirements, preparing for college.. and many more.. anyways! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! ampf. anung c0nnect? :]]

hmmmm.. ang saya ng araw ko nung Thursday (12-18-08) di lang sa anniversary ng Mom and Dad ko.. dahil din nakagala kami ni Tintin! c",) As usual of course naman, sa SM.. hahaha! walang kasawa sawa.. hehe.. ^^ kasama din namin si Khikz... xD

picturessssssssss....







that day is gonna be my last day this year na kasama ko si Tintin. haha!! kung di man kami magkita sa simbahan.. or kung hindi man siya pumasok sa Monday.. ayun! haha! xD



anyways,, nakakainis!!!! bakit ba may mga taong gustong magpamiss? I miss HIM badly. Ang tagal na since huli kaming nag-usap.. and now, hindi pa siya nag-oonline.. *crying so hard* When will you come back?? hayyyz.. bakit kasi nasira pa PC mo eh. hmmm... Miss you!



** yun lang. xP
sa susunod nalang ulit. =]]

~I miss HIM. I really do.~

ika labing tatlo ng disyembre, taong dalawang libo at walo. =))

hahaha. masyadong nakakapagod ang araw.. hmmmm.. nung umaga may CAT Training kami.. as usual! haha! xD pero ako, half day! sila.. whole day! haha! :P kasi I have an appointment with my dentist kaso hindi naman ako natuloy. hahaha!!

ayan gala mode kami ni mommy sa san pa ba? edi sa SM.. hahaha.. xP

namili kami ng kung anu ano.. sapatos, damit, regalo... hehe.. saka bumili nadin ako ng UNO Magazine. ^_^

pics namin ni mommy.. don sa may butterfly farm at eat street..







ako.. soloist sa PICs!! hahahahaha!!! xD





yun lamang po.. xP